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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Nada, Nada   11/17/2011

Holy, jumping, juniper beans Where did he go- With whom else has he been? Nada, nada, nada... Nada another thought- makings of undue scenes!


0 Comments, 2 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Hook, Line and Sinker   11/17/2011

Blindly-falling hook, line, and sinker Loving every minute of that glorious time Within the realms of love, we will sometimes Musically, with thoughts that quickly crecendo Peaking, harmonious, notes too beyond tomorrow Intertwining joy heard by most judicious of thinkers!


0 Comments, 1 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Maybe.... A Cougar!   11/16/2011

Living a life of the forsaken Facing Life alone and frequently shaken Finding many a good man already taken Too involved to lower their eyes To see a woman short in stature No where nearly ready to let love die Maybe a little up in age, a lady, a cougar!

Ready, willing and able... Hoping for a stallion worthy of her stable Requiring only her hands for grooming True, unconditional, ...


1 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Looking out...   10/5/2010

Seeing his photo was not bad Mixed emotions including the sublime Happiness, longing for, unspoken words too sad Living alone, surfacing to the world at times Life, without him is biding my time!

Having moved on to a new life, home and ways Yet...I return to see if he has changed his way Always looking for a new friend -just another heart to suspend- I cry...I weep...I torment for that I ...


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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Eyes Wide Open   6/5/2009

Through eyes wide open Looking for someone who is also hoping To one day say 'Twas, just my day Finding love this way Thought it would never happen Alas! It surely has! 'Tis time to stop toying Allowing for nary more time to pass!


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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
He's Close   5/27/2009

Through eyes of blue Looking up at stars that twinkle true Constantly wondering where he may go to Through eyes of blue Looking beyond The Pond always far off too Waves of love drifting towards my soul of true True is this beating heart Sincere is the warm glow from stars of every part Every part of me knowing he's close, from the very start


0 Comments, 2 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Shooken Up   4/22/2009

Drive away, drive far away My soul tormented Torn and tearing having been left this way He looks not back to see Shooken up, poor me Begging not to be left alone He looks not back to see Caring not, leaving me bereaved

Looking to others to hide my sorrow Looking to others to be he Looking away causing others to bereave Looking to see that he is now me

Misery enjoys company My ...


0 Comments, 4 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Allowing...   4/22/2009

He demanded always the truth Truth, oh, the innocent truth Infuriating him so to have no evil to find Creating a lie and leaving me blind No one to play with, but myself Creating a lie and leaving me blind Rather than to present his self Put a stopping to this new evil Allowing the flow of his love to prevail He left... In search of a woman that cheats In search of a woman that no one trusts In ...


0 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
I Came...   4/22/2009

I came, He went Wrong was I to think he to have been Heaven sent Wrong was I to believe he loved me True Wrong was I to give my prudish soul Wrong was He to offer his cherries in a bowl Wrong was he to have me come Wrong was he to leave.... To leave me alone to surcome Casting away, having left me...bereaved


0 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,1.10 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Reciprocation   12/2/2008

Sometimes I rant and I rave Finding no one these outbursts to brave Frustrations No one brave enough to approach Counselors too fearful to coach Visionaries not keen enough to see Leaving all to be Frustrations Love without reciprocation


0 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Offer   11/29/2008

I left to find myself... Losing myself with no one to help Alone and waiting for poetic love The kind of which exists in heaven above No one found to share this elation All alone, still, seeking eternal jubulation Wanting not lust but love to share Wanton passion only true lovers may bare Others feeling what I long for I find true love may offer more!


0 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
He Wishes...   3/7/2008

He wishes to hear her voice Across the many miles Travelling speedily within his Royals Royce Up and down the humps on the road with smiles Never minding all the traffic lights Never stopping until he arrives to her delight!


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
...secrety   2/5/2008

Dreaming.... Of the day when he sees me Seeing me as different from all his others Of the night when he dreams Having found me equally as pleased Throwing aside all his covers Displaying our find-no longer secret, but, private luvers!


0 Comments, 6 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Us   1/30/2008

Running my fingers through my hair I stop to wonder... Just where else may I look to find him there When we met here, there were claps of thunder Immediate recognition of going to do what others do not dare Yes things were not always smooth and there were some blunders... All that matters is us and all that we share


0 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Deep   1/20/2008

Deep in work he was Bid me to come by again, another time Promised I would , mostly because... I want to see him I want to be with him I want him I want

I He wants to again see me He wants again to be with me He wants

Me


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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Forever   1/19/2008

Radiating rays within my kitchen window glass Permiating deeper within my soul Everlasting warmth glowing Then, now, always with me wherever I'm going Brightening most delightful dreams Joy within escaping into others Yet: then, now, always with me wherever I'm going My soul, as the kitchen glass rays forever shall be growing


0 Comments, 2 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Wishing...   12/31/2007

Another year is ending Anticipating another is soon beginning Leaving behind an ocean of tears Reaching out only to mutual love Wishing all multiple Happy New Years!






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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Frozen Time....   11/24/2007

The sound of snow crunching under heavy feet Clearly leaving footprints The moon's glow glistening deep within each Temperature dropping Hopes of love no longer cropping Face filled with salty icycles Painfully trying to smile Facing the cold truth without beguile Frozen Time this pain-much too long a while!


0 Comments, 3 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
So Sad...   11/20/2007

You were too slow... Away I walked never looking back Never did you know what my face did show Tears of a manless woman who lacked tact Never did you know this for a fact Forever I step away-Never again to look back


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biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Awaiting....   11/5/2007

Awaiting for another day Never knowing quite how to say This is it... I love you more than a little bit Slowly as I turn to walk away Hoping to hear you say... Wait, don't go, please, for a bit-stay!

Hearing only the rolling of prayer beads I continue to slowly walk away Careful not to have a hip swaying I listen intently... Sticatto heals digging into the snow ...


0 Comments, 7 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
May be   11/1/2007

Having shopped store to store Buying up the perfect size Complete with black thigh highs Perfect worn with exposed clevage by and by To meet and greet Him -as He knocks at the front door!

Anticipating our clinging walk Step upon step on up to my room For Behind that room's closed door There is a lot for Him in store Va, va, va, va-rum!

...


0 Comments, 9 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
He Left   7/9/2007

He left me for a catty woman, a local Blatantly told me unless he did He's have nary a reachable pussy To stroke nor to watch as she licks-heaven forbid A reachable touchable pussy to have Treasuring that more than love itself Disgarding happiness for a shelf Easier to reach for and shorting himself Choosing instead a lifetime of sharing A local catty pussy without caring

That wrinkling ...


1 Comments, 13 Views, 2 Votes ,3.12 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Valentines' Day   2/8/2007

Not too many know of Valentine's Day -The day celebrated by lover's only- Most popular in The Great Lakes Non participants are truely the lonely
Much preparation for dressing that date Gifts of flowers, parfume and chocolate All heart shaped for these sweethearts Many gifted by a skirt uplifted Rewarded by promising his entire heart Never being left without delight ...


1 Comments, 24 Views, 3 Votes ,1.96 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
It's Time!!!   1/12/2007

Sitting around at work Thoughts drifting back and forth Work, play, work, play-with You of course Mesmerizing..... deeply Shifting my bottocks within my seat Swaying my memories inside, almost out Nearing day's end Wishing to exclaim Glory Be and shout It's time, it's time-oh! Yes, Sir it's Time!!!


0 Comments, 24 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Ha-ha-ha...   1/7/2007

'Tis past the Season to be holy Fa-la-la...la-la-la, lah Missed His chance to be my All Da-da-da...da-dah-da-dadah, da-da-duh Warming still from His standing still Ha-ha-ha...ha-ha, ha-ha-ha, huhhhhhhh


0 Comments, 24 Views, 3 Votes ,2.94 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Fall Eve   11/2/2006

Oh, how so very cold this wintry Fall eve Subfreezing temperature knocking knees Half smiling gents with chattering dentures Hatless men with chins against chests All leaving me feeling very unsure Deciding after all to behave my best Knocking knees, closing my cape No longer exposing my now chilling breasts
Darkness enveloping Waxing Gibbous projecting Shadows dim ...


0 Comments, 29 Views, 2 Votes ,4.50 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
LINE!   10/27/2006

Give love, or give life Stop lying pretending to have a wife Crying she's not in love any more Stringing along broken lines Stories all being old and a bore Put down yer flask pressing lips and whines Return to love, your one and only Wife Blood burning lust filled arching spines Rekindling memories and sharing pillow cries Step back on up and dance together upon that straight ...


0 Comments, 35 Views, 3 Votes ,5.39 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Sooner and sooner   9/12/2006

Don't talk with me Until You understand me completely I am but one A love not yet have You won You, me, U/us Trust
You're ignoring me does not work You're hurting me as You stand and lurk You're aging me sooner than i deserve You're worrying me makes it difficult to preserve You, me, U/us Trust
I can't stop loving You I can't stop missing You I can't ...


0 Comments, 33 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
biggmamaz 60 F
156  Articles
Calus Hands   8/18/2006

CHEATTING! Caught red handed trying to steal another's gleam I regretfully stand back -hearing Your Heart beating I didn't know You cared- You were so unseeming The animal within my soul is my guide Since You went away- having nothing to say My hands are now dirty as i kneel Having found a new way to L/love-to F/feel CHEATING!! Loving every minute of I/it Never stopping to ever ...


1 Comments, 40 Views, 4 Votes ,2.86 Score
Where is My Princess?   8/9/2006

Is there a Princess out there for me? The prince of the Pond...
Sitting on the Lilly Pad under the shade of an oak tree...
Waiting and hoping you will respond...
To the ribbit, ribbit sounds coming from me!


They are my call to find thee!
The tender and loving Princess to find me...
In my desperate ...


0 Comments, 46 Views, 3 Votes ,3.43 Score