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Nobody Knows Me 1/13/2005
I've had so many lives
Since I was a
And I realise
How many times I've died
<br>
I'm not that kind of guy
Sometimes I feel shy
I think I can fly
Closer to the sky
<br>
No one's telling you
how to live your life
But it's a setup until you're fed up
<br>
This world is not so kind
People trap your mind
It's so hard to find
...
2 Comments, 21 Views,
3 Votes
,2.94 Score
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Nothing Fails 1/13/2005
I'm in love with you,
you silly thing
Anyone can see
<br>
<br>
What is it with you,
you silly thing
Just take it from me
<br>
It was not a chance meeting
Feel my heart beating
You're the one
<br>
You could take all this,
take it away
I'd still have it all
<br>
'Cause I've climbed
the tree of life
And that ...
1 Comments, 11 Views,
3 Votes
,3.43 Score
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Lovingly Sharing... 1/10/2005
To love, without holding anything back...
Truths, emotions, wants, desires-
And all the while, we may prespire,
Clutching onto our knapsacks-
All to eventually become unraveled
As we travel...
Finding our most significant other
Lovingly, sharing Unconditional Love's cover,
A blanket, warm and secure-
Trustingly, we unload our knapsacks,
With heads resting on a pillow, warm and ...
0 Comments, 29 Views,
3 Votes
,3.43 Score
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Thinking....Naught 1/9/2005
Once a cheater, always a cheater...
Never, have I thought,
Once a flirter, always a flirt..
Always, I've been taught!,
Teasing, joking, sharing dreams,
Always getting caught!,
Happily greeting even those thinking of naught
Sometimes deleting those very thoughts...
A deserter- I am not!,
A flirter- Although I may seem naught...
A dreamer- Always, I've been caught!,
A thinker- ...
0 Comments, 18 Views,
2 Votes
,2.42 Score
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A Mind.... 1/5/2005
Aah, all snowed in, yet filled with
Anticipation
That an unconditional love, bliss,
Forgiveness is
Coming my way, yes, perhaps on this very day!
<br>
Having been untrue, cruel, a nightmare
To all those seeking only a bossom, with a stare
Disregarding that beneath this red hair
Is a mind, and ever so kind
Trying to differenciate insightful-from the blind
<br>
...
0 Comments, 22 Views,
3 Votes
,2.94 Score
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Tears? 1/4/2005
So, he has a room mate...
I'm to clearly understand, never was his date,
Jealousy...
He must clearly comprehend, even if it's late,
Zealously...
I have tried to be his one and only fate,
Zestfully, I await to be someone's True Destiny!
Unconditionally...
With mutual fulfillment of our needs-
Shared by only, we two-
Never provoking anything like "boo-hoo"!!
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0 Comments, 21 Views,
3 Votes
,1.96 Score
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Shuga' Pants-Let's Dance! (Revised Jan.2,2004) 1/2/2005
Much to my demise, I had another horrible surprise...
For I had written an enticing poem,
For all to read and review at home...
I did submit it, but did forget-
A title-then lost it!
Oh, troublesome, but I shall never quit,
For as long as I hear his music!
<br>
"C'mon, Shuga'Pants....
Listen.........Let's dance!!!!!!!"
<br>
Dropping, at times, granules of ...
0 Comments, 18 Views,
2 Votes
,3.81 Score
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The Clock.... 12/31/2004
...and Happy New Year to you...
Another empty midnight, another rendezvous,
My Renaissance man, a respected Mitropoulos-
Who's tutelage
Takes me from aah to Ab to Monique to zwieback
...All the while, our love dancing to zydeco...
The woman within me cries where'd he go????
<br>
The clock keeps ticking
With our snuggery now empty -no longer kicking-My soul
searching for ...
0 Comments, 19 Views,
3 Votes
,2.45 Score
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...I'll Repeat Again... 12/29/2004
And, allow me to clarify:
I'll not purr with -BiggMamaZ-,
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For you are not only she,
But, rather, I'll repeat again...
-My Jen-
<br>
How regal, this gentleman can be....
And it is he
That may command my desires-
Acapella, is now within my soul,
Filled with warming harmony aglow....
Firing my newly lit heart,
Now bright with our love-
...
0 Comments, 19 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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My Soulmate... my Leo! 12/26/2004
Angrily, initially, he spoke his indignations...
Taking notice, also, of his honesty,
Tears, gazing up searching Haley's consternation
This Sagitarian saw Leo's eyes were crusty-
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<br>
His roars are loud and long-greaving-I know,
Demanding his due respect
This Sagitarian desires to do what he expects-
Trustworthiness, honesty, ...
0 Comments, 16 Views,
2 Votes
,5.20 Score
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Blending (revised 12/25/2004) 12/25/2004
I return to his cabin, my candle already lit,
Kind Sir, have you a cabin bouy?
What will he say, this black/grey bearded pirate,
What will he do-play me as a harmonica, a toy?
<br>
I hope so, at least for starters,
This will serve to make us all the more smarter..
What does he want, to play one note at a time,
Or to hear me in complete harmony...
My love remaining ...
0 Comments, 15 Views,
2 Votes
,3.81 Score
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A Gentleman (12/25/2004) 12/25/2004
I can hardly believe it still!
He spoke with pen and not quill...
I understood not, why I could not....be quiet
And screamed for him to deny it!
For he had been sound asleep,
Now admittedly seen as innocent!
<br>
He continued with his quiet manner,
Speaking, only of that what matters...
Two souls, alone, each in need of company....
One saddened,
The other offering to ...
0 Comments, 32 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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...Never Too Late... (revised 12/25/2004jz) 12/25/2004
Having met a pirate...
Discovered when the candles, first lit...
This man, whom I have grown to adore,
Standing, before me, upon opening the door....
Gasping, to find the right words,
He smiles, and sits at the table,
Peering into my eyes, like a hawk or an eagle,
esquisette birds!
<br>
These eyes are experience,
A challenge, I did not suspect deliverence,
From this ...
0 Comments, 11 Views,
2 Votes
,5.20 Score
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Dreams 11/20/2004
I am a dreamer...
Not being, a Hall of Famer
I try to find truth, the whole-nothing leaner
Is there Love?
Knowing what it is, feeling it, sensing it, touching it,
experiencing it, living it, loving it, crying with it,
dying with it....knowing all along-it's only in my
head..... I return to bed!
<br>
I am here to share dreams
I am here to find an everlasting love
I am ...
0 Comments, 20 Views,
3 Votes
,5.39 Score
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Endless Love-Ta! 11/6/2004
Searching for love, is an endless journey...
Trying to create an unconditional love-
Whose qualities are as forthcoming as allowed me
Comparitivily, understandingably, unquestionably
Torah guides thy, ta- honestly, thee
<br>
Traveling within my mind, to unknown cultures
I seek friendships, responsibly, endlessly
Searching for my One and Only
Stopping occationally to ...
0 Comments, 9 Views,
4 Votes
,3.25 Score
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A Common Man... 10/28/2004
He was not a gentleman about it
He hid not a clue...
He was on the prowell...causing me to become
UNGLUED!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I choose, I will profanatise him...
From here to Kingdom Come....
Killing my love, is what he's about to do
My treasured bear smells of pooh, pooh!
I'll never again call him honey.....
For he's too much a jacked rabbit bunny-
Ain't that forever funny?
He ...
0 Comments, 10 Views,
3 Votes
,2.45 Score
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Mercy 10/12/2004
I thanked him for his mercy
Knowing all along he'd say
Oh, Babe...it was a pleasure, enjoyed indeed...
And I thank you for allowing me, this day!
But no...he only said, while on his way...
I must continue my journies
It's late and I've not much time
To wait for further annotations, surely...
You understand my needs, to delay me is a crime...
There are others on my list
That long to be ...
0 Comments, 9 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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What's The Use ??? 9/22/2004
I quite simply am giving up
After six months, of unreciprocated love...
I, now realise that, I'm replaced with not a cat but
pup...
She can have him, along with the intermittant others!
But, beware!!- he cares not for true love, and rather
Prefers, to also insult even her brothers
Whose purpose in life is to protect her
From joksters...
That for no rhyme nor reason,
Declare all ...
0 Comments, 9 Views,
2 Votes
,3.81 Score
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....Carrying On's.... 9/14/2004
Alas, here I am, alone
And mean to the bone...
For my intended fellow, is headed towards the devil!
He can't commit, and uuuuuuu what fits
At that recommendation
There's no longer any jubilation!
<br>
Frustrating, yes.....ending the world, NO!
I'll just, once again go
To seek another who lives to know
That I, BiggMamaZ, will be true to
Yet, another HE!
<br>
...
0 Comments, 10 Views,
3 Votes
,3.92 Score
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Iced Eyes 9/10/2004
Iced eyes...
They're pearcing...they burn
With, still the yearn
To find unconditional love
Bestowed upon us by heaven above....
They dare not still cry
As the waters have not enough salt
To stop the freezing, lest I die.....
But, alas, I somersault
To arise, with yet a better desguise......
I am not an eagle, nor a hawk
Nor, do I intend for anyone to balk
I am me... born ...
0 Comments, 7 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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BLENDING 9/2/2004
I return to his cabin, my candle already lit,
Kind Sir, have you yet a cabin bouy?
What will say, this black bearded pirate,
What will do, play me as a harmonica, a toy?
<br>
I hope so, at least for starters,
This will serve to make us all the more smarter...
What does he want, to play one note at a time
Or to hear me in complete harmony
My love remaining sublime
...
2 Comments, 17 Views,
3 Votes
,4.90 Score
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No Longer Lumps 8/21/2004
No longer am I a lump on a log,
I have filled with life...
Wanting to share, all that I can...
This love, with the one who brings to me, less strife
And you may agree, be you woman or man
I am in love...surrounded by fog!
<br>
A fog that keeps me safe
For within it, no one can clearly see
Why, these feelings of love stretching from sea to sea,
Why, my breasts tingle, as ...
0 Comments, 9 Views,
4 Votes
,4.80 Score
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OVERCAME... 8/12/2004
The eve of the divorce, 9/10/1994, this was written...
I stopped writing, why, oh, I, then filled with smitten:
<br>
The lie is now the truth
She and our belongings are now yours,
The and I shall endur the weather
Bewildered of
The law and your lawyer brother...
How a home so strong...now broken,
Giving, our not a token to be spoken...
You reach out, not with ...
0 Comments, 7 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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Braindead 8/10/2004
Braindead...what is that,
Hateful, emotionless, incapable of luv?
How depressing it must be- to be so lost,
A man without cause, shagrinned by God above,
What sin is really deserving...to lose luv-at what cost?
<br>
Forgive yourself, as have I
The Great One above, never incurred such havoc
We did it to ourselves...our self incurred punishment
To live without luv
To be ...
0 Comments, 4 Views,
4 Votes
,4.80 Score
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Tentinabulation 8/6/2004
For every action...
There's a reaction....
For every reaction.....
Need not be of another action.
For every man......
There's a woman.
For every woman.......
There's love, shared with a man.
For every has his day........
I heard someone say, one day.
For every moutain.........
Once was a hill.
For atop every hill.........
As with love, there's room for growth, surpassing ...
0 Comments, 6 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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FAIR 8/5/2004
Fair?
You said Fair?
Fair what?, Fair for whom?
Within this room?
To be left, without gloom?
Tonight, I'll speak of no upcomig tomb of doom.
<br>
Let us fill this room, more with what is right.
For everyone, for us.
Fret not about what has been, rather, let's do this
right
Yes, tonight...
For blessed is he who shares...rightful bliss with just.
A clear Soul...bears ...
0 Comments, 7 Views,
3 Votes
,4.90 Score
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SILENCE 8/4/2004
Helloooooooooo, silence...my new friend,
And, I promise to leave you in a grin.
Be not afraid,
For I do not degrade....
Never to shagrin,
For, I'm rarely in a fray.
<br>
God has brought us into this day,
Yes, to pray.....
But, remain on our knees.....
Temporarily......
For we must walk the path
of rightousness, good works-done onto others.......
For you, and I, ...
0 Comments, 7 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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emotions 8/3/2004
What is Love, if not a whirlwind of emotions
Images within our heads,
frequently setting our motions
Speedily, other times lethargicly
We attempt to control that one notion
Within our heads, leading us to our beds
<br>
He loves me, he loves me not, what exactly do I want?
Who cares, who knows, I'm hungry for a creusant,
Depressed you say?
No not today!
I just want ...
0 Comments, 13 Views,
3 Votes
,4.90 Score
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LOVE 8/3/2004
i FORGOT TO SIGN OFF ON THE POEM I WROTE THIS AM. eVEN FORGOT
THE TITLE...IF NOT LOVE, THEN DREAMS? WAS ABOUT...BOTH...SPOKE
OF HEARING CHANGE JINGLE...LACKING LOVES LITTLE TINGLE...DREAMS...NO
MAN'S LAND...ETC UPON AWAKENING...PLEASE SIGN ME
OFF BIGGMAMAZ OR JZ
THANKYOU
0 Comments, 3 Views,
2 Votes
,5.20 Score
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DOUBT 8/2/2004
To be or not to be, not a question....
But rather, an insinuation of doubt,
I cry...not with tears, but suggestion,
Question not your heart, scream out with shout....
My love, is unlike any other Sagitarians'
<br>
It is quiet, yet loud with excitement...
Never standing still as it always grows....
With you it is true, seemingly teasing with enticement.....
But, everyone ...
0 Comments, 16 Views,
2 Votes
,5.20 Score
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